Day 34 – This is a 7 year process, even missing a day is not acceptable.

I have been rather busy today, so couldn’t sit down to write. Now the day is almost done, and there is a strong tendency to just goto bed for this day. But that is not acceptable. So I will direct myself to write some for today, before retire for night.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to secretly believe that it is OK to skip a day here there as this is a long 7 year process, and so justify that it is ok to skip a day or two.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the day is almost done, and so i can skip this day, not realizing i am giving into excuses.

So I direct myself to write something, realizing that if I skip a day it will have consequences, it will compound which i will not like. So I direct myself to write daily, even if it is a small piece of writing that is OK. The point is self writing daily,

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that now i am ‘senior’ enough to skip a day or two in my daily writing process, because now i am ‘pro’.

Not acceptable, skipping a day here and there is not acceptable. I will walk this self writing process daily for next 7 years.

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