Day 104 – Death by Sweet Smile: Energy experiences deplete Physical Substance to slow death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ‘like and love’ when pretty girls smile with me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, I am having an energetic experience within me as they smile with me. It is my energy movement within me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to like when people smile with me. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, it is not the smile I like, but the energy experience I am having within me that I am enjoying. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, any energy experience within me is consuming my physical substance. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize my energy experiences within me are causing my physical to slowly but surely to deplete, I am allowing substance to be consumed for energy experiences. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, smiles similar to anger are  causing energy experiences within me: energy polarity experiences, happy with smiles and upset with anger. in this I forgive myself for not realizing, both are my reactions and energy experiences within me which I accepted and allowed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, I am not addicted to love, or smiles, but for the energy it triggers within me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, I am addicted to highs and lows within me, energy highs and lows, causing physical depletion within me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, I am participating in energy games while I seek smiles from others. Because the smile gives me an energy high. Oh that smile makes me feel so good.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, all energy experiences within me are depleting substance within the physical body. Its torture for the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize,  smiles, anger, thinking, worry, anxiety, jealousy, love, fear, hate, all are energy games within me, causing bodily harms. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, breathing cuts the energy game.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, breathing returns the substance to physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, any form of energy experience, good/bad, are equally harmful for the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, ending/stopping the energy games within me is a great self-responsibility, which will aid in birthing self as life through the physical and thereby birthing heaven on earth.

Hence, I commit myself to be aware of my energy experiences within, so when and as I see myself having an energy experience within me, I STOP, I breathe. I see/realize/understand, everyone loves a sweet smile, but the consequential energy experience within is depleting the body/physical. As all energy experiences will consume the physical/substance to manifest itself as energy. I mean where does that sweet/anger energy comes from? from the transformation of physical substance into and as energy, its a slow but sure death.

When and as I see myself having any form of energy experience within me due to sweet smiles, I stop, I breathe, realizing that I am ending this energy addictive game within me forever more. I am returning substance to physical, not letting it be consumed/transformed into energy. I direct myself to breathe, be here, and give and receive a smile without any energy highs or lows, just smile as physical.

For more context on how energy, substance and physical depletion works, please read the heaven’s journey to life blog.

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