Day 154 – Death will end all Relationships and the memories will be no more.

“In a way at death, all relationships end and who you are as relationships, end and as such who you are now as only relationship forged by others, no longer exist, you can see the problem that then emerge when you find you are still alive, you are nothing again and your life was wasted” – Bernard Poolman

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, my death is fast approaching.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, all my relationships will end at my death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to waste my life, my whole life in dealing with relationship issues, as if my sole purpose to exist is to worry about relationships.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, my life will end pretty soon, there is no doubt about it, death could arrive at any moment uninformed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, every breath that I live must be applied to birth self as life through the physical AND to birth an equal money system in this world. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, while I live my privileged, elitist life and lifestyle, millions are starving and thousands dying in hunger everyday, therefore I see/realize/understand wasting away my life in relationship blues is a waste of my life. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, once I hit the ground 6′ under, I am pretty much useless as I cannot effectively participate or do anything to change this world. within this I forgive myself for subtly believing that hereafter will be a smooth ride for me, and I can easily birth myself as life from the other-side.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still hope and count on getting a favour from the hereafter as if some god out there will have mercy upon me after my death. within this I forgive me for not realizing, there is no god nor mercy in the afterlife, it is foolish to think that my process will be any easier in the hereafter.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, the importance and preciousness of being alive here as physical, as this very breath that I am breathing allows me to birth me as life, within that I forgive me for taking my life and this breath for granted.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, every passing breath is a moment lost, gone forever, therefore I see/realize/understand my responsibility to make an effort in every breath to stand up as life, in stopping my mind. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, that in every passing breath some humans are dying and they hoped for somebody to help, and support them even as they breathed their last. within this I forgive me for not realizing, every moment people out there are waiting and counting us to support them, to find a solution for their misery. within this I see/realize/understand, in every breath I breathe I have a moral responsibility to work towards birthing a heaven on earth where starving and dying of hunger will be no more. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, in every passing moment humans out there were hoping and waiting for some miracle to arrive to end their dreadful hunger and starvation, as they have been waiting for days in the hope for some food to arrive, but the god of this existence, money didn’t arrive for them to buy any food. So they died in vast numbers, and still dying and this is the situation for 22,000 humans who die daily out of hunger or hunger related diseases.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, within my privileged life, I have a chance to birth me as life, and birth a new system within this world. in this I see/realize/understand, my life here is not all about love, sex, relationships, and money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, at my death, I will no more remember any of my relationship blues, yet that is exactly where I spend most of my waking moments, thinking/worrying/planning about relationship/sex issues.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, as all my memories will get wiped out at death, I will stand naked and alone, but still ALIVE and wondering “why did I waste my whole life on earth completely occupied by relationship blues, what a waste”. within this I see/realize/understand, it’s not about abandoning my relationships, no, it’s about realizing that my life primarily about birthing self as life and birthing a system that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, I am responsible for every human being that is dying out of hunger or hunger related diseases. Responsible in a sense, that I allowed and accepted a world system which let such things to happens. Therefore I see/understand/realize that every dying human will look into my eyes and will ask me: “why did you allow this, and why didn’t you take responsibility to end this”? Because I know, if I were to die out of hunger after having starved for days, I will ask every living being looking straight into their eyes, and their children’s eyes, why did you allow such brutality to continue? why didn’t you use your resources and organizational strengths to bring an end to world hunger and starvation? why didn’t you use all your technological and scientific advancements, and all the so-called human advancements to stop this brutality? I see/realize/understand it simply doesn’t make sense that we claim to be so advanced, prosperous, highly civilized, and humane, yet we allow and accept the deaths of nearly 22,000 humans a day and the starvation of nearly 1 billion a day.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, this is not about blame or guilt, rather, a simple realization, that as humanity, as a single human being, I have failed to stop this mass murder so far. Therefore I see/realize/understand, every breath I live, is a self-dedication to birth self as life and to birth an equal money system so that all may live a dignified life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, that there are humans dying in hunger while me lost in my relationship blues and sexual passions, not considering at all the plight of nearly 1 billion people, who are just waiting for food to arrive from the gods of existence as they have no other means. I see/realize/understand, it is my responsibility to birth self as life, and is not about just me, its about ending this hell on earth.

When and as I see that I am all lost in my mind worrying about relationship blues and sex stuff, I stop, I breathe, within those moments, I will recall my self-responsibility and self-commitment to birth self as life and its vast implication to the humans who are dying out of hunger. I see my ONE life here must not be wasted, not even one breath.

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Day 153 – Reacting to “likes” on Facebook is a drug for my mind, it can age me fast.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to enjoy, and like the feelings of being “liked” on facebook.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react with an energy response when I see “likes” on my facebook posts.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to energetically react when I see “likes” on my facebook postings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to share things within the subtle hope of getting “likes” and therefore believing that people now actually like me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be liked by friends on facebook within that I forgive me for believing now that everyone likes me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be liked by others in one form or another.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be loved by others in one form or another.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want more “likes” within that I forgive me for believing that now my life is worth living because people “like” me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not share things within the responsibility to bring awareness to things that are going on in this world, instead share things to be “liked”.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, I still have not “liked” myself therefore desiring, seeking, wanting others to like me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to enjoy the “like” feelings on facebook, and within that I forgive me for reacting energetically when I see who has “liked” my postings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel happy when people “like” my posts.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, I am existing on this earth for ONE and ONLY ONE reason it seems, and that is to be “liked” by others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not realize, chasing, desiring, wanting, seeking the feelings from being “liked” is a sad state of affairs. within that I forgive me for not realizing, I have not accepted or liked myself, instead always want others to consider me, like me, love me, appreciate me, respect me, want me, pay attention to me, instead of me simply breathing here and doing what is best for ALL.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, I am here, the entirety of me is here as physical, it is my mind that is seeking fuel to feel Alive through energy and energetic reactions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, I am here breathing, my body/physical is here, my breath is here, only my mind is wandering. within this I see/realize/understand, breathing is the KEY to undo the desire for chasing energy fuels for my mind. I stop I breathe.

When and as I see myself reacting to “likes” on my facebook posts, I stop, I breathe, I breathe deeply, realizing that I am only supplying fuel to my mind by consuming my body because every emotional/energy reaction will consume the physical substance. so I stop, I breathe, hence I stop the fast ageing process due to my mind consuming my physical substance.

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