Day 254 – “I Am Sick” is a big statement, when all I have is a cold.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to speak the words “I Am Sick” when in fact all I got is a cold/flu like situation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize “I Am Sick” is a big statement to make, because it is not “I Am” that is sick, rather a part of the physical body is touched by a cold/flu/virus like condition.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the effect of speaking words like “I Am Sick”, not seen/realizing its a statement about my whole Beingness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that having winter flu has nothing to do with my entire Beingness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that no amount of sickness or disease can qualify the statement “I Am Sick”. in this I see/realize how casually and freely I have used this statement, so its time stop, breathe and let go.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize spoken words have a programmatic effect of the human physical body which could lead to undesirable consequences. This is not positive/negative thing, so why bother to speak such big words so casually.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, my heart is still working, my penis is working, my brain is still working, my flesh is cool, my legs are awesome, hands are working, stomach is pretty cool, every part is in a cool condition, except that I got this flu/cold like symptom, therefore I see/realize the utter stupidity of speaking the worlds “I AM SICK”, when in fact all parts of me, of my physical body are working perfectly fine.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to carry loads of self-pity within the words “I Am Sick” and in that continue to make such statements to get/win sympathy from others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, even a fatal disease cannot quality/justify the words “I Am Sick”, because I am not, I am here, I am breathing, I am ALIVE, and the substance of me, the life of me, the essence of me can never ever be SICK. Therefore I let go of the words “I am sick” and direct myself to communicate the actual condition, in my case now I have a flu/cold like symptom, that’s all. Even if I die from it, I cannot justify making the statement “I am Sick”.

When and as I see myself speaking the words “I AM SICK”, I stop, I breathe. Realizing that there are 100s of parts working just fine within my body, therefore just a flu cannot justify the words “I am sick”. Moreover, I see/realize, as substance, as life, as essence, as breathe, as breathing, I can never be SICK.

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