Day 294 – Releasing “The Devil made me do it” excuse.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the devil made me do it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can blame it on the devil for the choices I make.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it’s not me but the devil who is actually responsible for my actions, and within that I forgive me for giving up my self-responsibility.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, blaming it on the devil is like blaming it on my penis for my sexual obsessions. “I didn’t do it, the penis did it”. Not acceptable, 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the devil is actually directing and guiding my thoughts, so it’s not my responsibility, it’s HIS fault, the devil’s.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that forces outside of me are RESPONSIBLE for my actions or lack of actions and it’s never my responsibility apparently.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame others, other things, so that I never have to take responsibility for my life nor for my actions. Because the bloody devil is doing/ruining everything.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, blaming of any kind is like saying “the devil made me do it”. Because it’s pointing the finger at another, or things: It’s the politicians, it’s the rich fuckers, it’s the system, it’s the weather, it’s the homeless bums, it’s the President, it’s the Republicans, it’s the Gay people, it’s the illegal immigrants, it’s my parents, it’s my spouse, it’s my children, it’s always others BUT NEVER EVER ME the cause and reason for the situation I am facing. Better yet, it’s the DEVIL to blame.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize giving up self-responsibility is so easy, there are so many “valid” excuses, “the devil made me do it” is the best, in this I see/realize giving up responsibility is a real waste of life. Therefore I direct myself to investigate my life, and see where and how I am avoiding self-responsibility, how I am blaming others etc, and then direct myself to take responsibility for my life. Because I see/realize I am the only one responsible for my life.

Cannot blame the devil, can’t say “the devil made me do it”, how insanely stupid is that. I am responsible for my actions, I am responsible for my words, I am responsible for my thoughts, I am responsible for what I allow and accept within me and within this world, I mean that’s common sense, can’t say the “world wars happened because the devil made us wage them”, no, we as humans created and fought the wars, so it’s our/my responsibility.

Simple, can’t blame others, certainly can’t blame the devil for anything. That’s the beautiful thing about Equality and Oneness, it doesn’t  allow room to blame anyone, because then you’re only blaming yourself. Even the devil is a self-reflection of myself if he still exist.

So I forgive myself for using and abusing others by blaming them, instead of taking responsibility for myself.

When and as I see myself blaming, and/or giving excuses I stop, I breathe.

When and as I see myself saying “the devil made me do it”, I stop, I breathe. Because I see/realize the devil is a reflection of me, so blaming the devil/anyone is useless, I must take responsibility for myself.

I stop, I breathe.

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