“You’re going to have to participate in everything, because you cannot direct anything that is separate from you. You have to take responsibility for everything that is here: The Money-System, the Political-System, the War-System, and the Education-System. You have to stand up within it, as it, direct it. Make sure that the starting-point of it becomes Life-Awareness; Not self-awareness, not programmed-reality – but actuality of Life in Expression.” – Bernard Poolman
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to others in terms of having ‘thoughts’ about them. “What they must be thinking about me” like thoughts, in this I see/realize I am giving up my self-power to others, in that invalidating us as equals. Because the moment I see myself as less-than, or more-than, I am not standing/living the equality principle.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize having thoughts about others is a form of judgment. And judgment invalidates the equality among us, therefore I see/realize to stand as equals, all judgment must be stopped. When and as I see myself having ‘thoughts’ about others, in terms of fearing, or in terms of judging them, or in terms of ‘what they must be thinking of me’ like thoughts, I stop, I breathe. Because I see/realize we are equals, regardless who it is, we are equals; as the life-force within us all is equal and ONE.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and have ‘thoughts’ about others. In this I see/realize ‘thinking about others’ is a great self-harm, and harm to others too, because it’s all judgment based, not practical actual physical-living based thinking. When and as I see myself ‘thinking’ shit that has nothing to do with practical physical reality, I stop, and I breathe.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think ‘worrisome thoughts’, in this I see/realize I have allowed myself to ride the wave of fear within my mind, instead of practically writing things down to make decisions. When and as I see myself ‘worrying’ I stop, I breathe, and I direct myself to write things down to investigate the issues, so that I can ‘see’ what’s going on, for real, instead of just riding the mind-emotions of worry.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize I am equal and one as life, as all that is here, so any form of worrying, thinking, judgment is making me less-than or more-than life, instead of ‘thinking practical, physical’ stuff for effective living, not just getting caught in the mind-emotional-thinking.
The fact that I am equal and one as life means, I must honor myself as life, and honor others as life. It means I must stop all thoughts about me or others, as thoughts are judgments, hence less-than, or more-than life therefore not equal.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize ‘lack of breath-awareness’ is a root reason for my insatiable thinking where the mind is running endlessly looking for energy to feed itself by extracting the physical-body.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize ‘thinking’ is a basic point that I must stop to walk this process. ‘Thinking’ is not a luxury, it’s a disease. The first sign of ‘progress’ is this process, if I may call that, is STOPPING the insanity of thinking.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize ‘thinking’ is a sign of robotic existence, living like a zombie robot. When and as I see myself ‘thinking’, I stop, I breathe.
Anyways, moving through the resistance to write today, as its being a Friday I allowed myself to ‘think’ “oh well, too tired to write, must take it easy tonight” shit like that, not seen/realizing, all it take is to ‘just write’, and write you can, because there is always something to write about. The point about ‘thinking’ is something I can write for days, as I have not ‘stopped’ my thinking yet, still that auto-machine is running wild/vile. So I direct myself to slow down, breathe, and write daily, as I see that writing is the way to rite myself, so I write and write and write. I direct myself to speak self-forgiveness out aloud. Why waste even a minute in thinking, use that time to speak out self-forgiveness, a moment for releasing the accumulated shit in the mind and to self-realize. In that letting go off the mind and growing in life-awareness.
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