Day 482: “I am gonna tell God everything”

boyThose were the last words of a 3-year-old Syrian boy before he died as a war-victim. I was very touched and moved by this image, his expression, total helplessness, agony of physical pain. And out of his utter despair as he cling to his life, to his final breath, he says “I am gonna tell God everything”. It is like the deepest cry of this child, as he realized that something is deeply fucked up about this world, and that’s why “I am dying” so “I am going to tell God everything” because I cannot tell everything to the warring adults to STOP this fucking bullshit war, all wars.

Wow, I am ashamed as a human being walking on this earth, that we have allowed and accepted so much terror, that even a child on his final breath says out of utter disgust with humanity “I am gonna tell God everything”.

But humans, you are the GOD of this Earth, You can decide when to pull the trigger, you can decide when to STOP pulling the trigger. You can decide when to start a war, or to STOP a war. This child is screaming at you, yelling at you, begging from you, because he has got something to tell, and “he is going to tell everything to YOU/GOD”. You better listen to this child. You better very attentively listen to this child, because it is utterly serious. A child should never die a death like this, in fact nobody should die like this. We allow this, we accept this.

Obviously this is not just about this kid, this is about all LIFE, everything that is being abused now. This kid is showing the face of abuse, as he is suffering at the hands of so-called adults who have justified all wars some even in the name of God.

This is totally fucked up shit. So I suggest a remedy: study the desteni message, learn the tools, slowly but surely become aware of things, learn to care, then someday yes we will together STOP all wars forevermore. But nothing will ever happen if you, the GOD of this Earth, won’t move to STUDY the desteni message, the solutions.

Positive thinking is NOT going to help. Love and Light is not going to help here. Praying is not going to help. We need humans learning the desteni message, tools and taking self-responsibility for themselves and for this world. Only then this world will change, because YOU have changed.

So GOD of this Earth, listen to this child, and pleas act.

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Day 482: Your mind will F**K you, if you allow it.

voiceI forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to entertain pictures/scenarios within my mind and then go into fears about them.

I Forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize the mind is a system, a machine that runs on substance/physical-energy provided by the thoughts/images/feelings and emotions that I participate in.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize the mind is an automation machine that is always looking to survive using the physical-body as substance/energy for it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize when a random picture or image pops up in my head with an associated energy, it’s a red-flag for me to NOT participate in it, because here the mind is throwing things to ‘catch me’ so that I will think/feel and viola provide the required physical substance/energy for it, for the machine to sustain itself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize and understand the MIND got tons of tricks to enslave me, those are pre-programmed enslavement tricks so that I will think/feel and participate in emotions to keep the machine running by providing physical substance/physical-energy for it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize that not a single thing in my mind can be trusted, as I am NOT the director of it, as the mind is throwing stuff at me on its own. Therefore I see/realize and understand mind-stuff cannot be taken seriously, in fact I must not participate at all. I direct myself to see those random pop up images and do more writing on them, for sure they indicate what I have accepted and allowed within me. (Mind is only showing me what I have accepted and allowed).

Mind is not my enemy, but I have to be cautious with the mind, it can throw all kinds of shitty images/thoughts/feelings to have the pre-programs running with me, so to suck more life-energy/physical-energy out of my body. And that is the base original design and purpose of the mind, to suck as much as physical energy for heavens, and that programmed-nature of the mind still exist, eating away the physical body; also true the mind is only showing what I have accepted and allowed within me.

Today as I was leaving the coffee shop I saw this young man sitting there, as I saw him an image popped up in my mind, tracing that image I could see it is connected to a fear that I have accepted and allowed within me. SO here I cannot blame the mind, as I have already programmed it with this specific fear, and now viola seen this fellow the MIND didn’t miss the opportunity to remind me “hey Anton, here is a piece of shit you have stored, deal with it”.

Wow is all I can say. SO first and foremost I have the responsibility to NOT react within myself seen the scary image, and second of all, I have the responsibility to write about it more and delete that condition from within. So that’s how things work, Mind is like a double-agent, working for me and working to keep its own original program done by none other than Anu himself. Not taking anything in the mind seriously is a good advice but that’s not enough you got to walk it in writing; that shit doesn’t’ just go away.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my mind is an enemy, not seen/realizing its doing what it has been programmed to do eons ago. But I have given it contents to work with. A program doesn’t work without any input, so what I allow and accept are the inputs to my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in the lie that my mind is stronger than me, not seen/realizing that is true only if I allow it. My mind is neither strong nor weak, it is simply showing me what I have accepted within me, and doing its natural job of sucking physical-energy out of my physical body.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize participating in the mind-contents is never acceptable because it is never going to be good, as sucking physical energy out of my body is not cool.

This is a long process, this is also a serious and an absolute process, by absolute I mean one must make decisions about the mind and do them absolutely. There are no half way games with the mind, it will always win in half-heart applications, you must absolutely direct the mind, or else you’re FUCKED by the mind with your permission/allowance.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize I am the director of my mind, not the other way around, my mind is not my director.

I commit myself to realize that my mind is my best friend because it is going to show my total shit to me.

I commit myself to realize that my mind is also my worse enemy because it has got a pre-programmed design in its DNA that will look to suck physical-substance/physical-energy out of my body at any cost. And this is only possible if I allow it.

I commit myself to realize that when I am possessed by some mind-thought-patterns I am in fact have fallen to my mind’s pre-design. Therefore I direct myself to breathe and write about stuff that just pop in my head.

I commit myself to realize that there are no alien objects inside my mind, everything I have put in there, so I must deal with deleting them.

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