Day 467: who is responsible for this child?

childI forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am not responsible for this child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am not responsible for the wars that are going on in this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that “they got what they deserve because of their own religious and cultural beliefs therefore I am free from any responsibility”.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify the wars and killings that are going on, in this I see/realize by justifying those wars and its atrocities I am washing my hands off, not seen/realizing I am responsible for what is going on.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe just because I am not directly involved in those wars, that I am somehow free of any responsibility for them. Not seen/realizing as LIFE I am responsible for ALL.

I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing a world system that let children starve to death, within this I forgive myself for not considering the deaths and destruction war has brought upon LIFE.

I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that as long as I don’t get hit directly from any such atrocity I am pretty much OK to continue my life as-is, not seen/realizing how I have abdicated my responsibility to all that is LIFE here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize I am a participant in a system whose very survival depends on war and continues war, as war is big business, big profit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide behind excuses and justifications by saying “they created this war for themselves, so they pretty much got what they asked for, hence they are now paying the price, sucks to be them”. Not seen/realizing if I were in that child’s shoes, I will not speak such justifications. I see/realize and understand it is self-spiteful and spiteful against LIFE to justify wars and promote wars and worse of all to make profits out of wars.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to never ask the question who is responsible for this child? if that child was mine, will I accept and allow such brutality to be inflicted upon humanity?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to simply reduce the suffering of this child into mere news item on FB, that’s all, while a real living breathing human being is dying out of starvation due to man-made wars.

I Forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in a world system of governance that justifies and promotes war, not seen/realizing its all about MONEY and PROFIT, though war is justified as MORAL actions even sometimes blessed by the secret agents of GOD.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to declare war against LIFE and put LIFE under the gun so some can make shit load of MONEY and PROFIT.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel despondent and hopeless and sad when I see the images of this child, starving to death at the hands of man-made wars, in this I forgive myself for not seen/realizing that sadness, or reaction is not the answer, but taking responsibility through writing and reading of self-forgiveness so that I may prepare myself to eventually take part in changing the system, because without changing myself, I cannot ever take part in changing the world system. This child reflects what I have accepted and allowed within me, this child is reflecting the death of life within me, which I have accepted and allowed, as within so without. Therefore I see/realize and understand I am responsible to change myself first, to write, to read, to participate in the education of creating a new world that is best for all.

I Forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize I am responsible for ALL life, but start first being responsible for myself, by taking self-responsibility, then as I treat myself I would treat others, as within so without.

I commit myself to this journey to life, to walk this daily, by writing, by reading of self-forgiveness so that I can change myself, birth myself into LIFE.

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