day 487: reactions

Reactions. so easy to react. I observed how strongly a person reacted today when I mentioned to him about this long Hitler video that came up in youtube recently, it was some 6 hours long. I suppose me giving even a moment of my ear to that video is unacceptable according this person’s mindset, so he went onto react strongly. “how can you even watch such video, even for 10 minutes, its total garbage, its full of lies”, wow, reaction was amazing to note. he was in complete emotional mind possession while explaining why I shouldn’t’ watch such.  And I didn’t quite know how to direct the situation as on the one hand I didn’t’ want to appear as if I am somehow willing to consider the thesis of the video, as if that will make me appear sympathetic to Hitler and on the other hand I want to agree with him totally “yes it is full of shit, etc etc”. I didn’t watch the full video so I don’t know the whole story, from what I saw it seems to suggest there was a ‘lot more’ than just Hitler to world war saga. But the moral of the story here is how we react, react to views, opinions and historical facts. Back in the olden days, I used to react like this when anyone in Canada question about the Tamil motives for war in Sri-Lanka, for me, it was unbearable that one will be bold enough even to question it. When facts and views are held like religious views, sometimes we tend to react strongly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto points of views as absolute truth and never ever consider questioning them.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear being questioned about what I believe as the truth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being questioned about what I believe as what happened in the past.

I Forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear listening to any perspective other than my own.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be religious about what I think is the truth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto historical and other facts as if they are religious truth.

I Forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react so strongly when what I believe is questioned, or even suggested to question.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make facts and figures part of my self-definition and go into strong reactions when they are questioned.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react when I am questioned.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i must never listen to an alternative perspective about things/facts I hold dear to me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to emotionally react when people don’t consider what I hold as absolute truth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to doubt my truth when others question it.

I Forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize in a world where everything is about money, every decision is made by money, an absolute truth cannot exist as it is always colored by money, within this I see/realize and understand that holding onto facts, figures as absolute truth and reacting when they are questioned is not wise; I see that it’s possible I could be mistaken in my belief system. Hidden hands of money are always at work, therefore me reacting to any question about my belief systems is useless. Moreover, debating about past rights or wrongs is utterly stupid, rather learn from it and make sure to never repeat the same mistakes ever again.

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