Continuing on yesterday’s point of ‘Just a Look’, yes I am aware how many times a day, my head just automatically turns towards others, actually females, just for a quick look. So this is cool to be able to at least SEE that I am seeing. Whenever I directed myself to actually NOT look at them, I noticed a sense of ‘loss’ within me, as if, I am losing something by not looking at that good-looking stranger, its like a moment of aloneness, a moment of I am alone if I don’t’ look at them, its like I am just with me, without any energy connections.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look at strangers out of the fear being alone within myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look at strangers in the hope that it will give me a sense of ‘connection’ with them and hence I wont’ be alone anymore.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in the ‘energy connections’, not seeing/realizing it’s only mental/emotional and not physical at all. Sharing physical times together is cool, which is actually expansion, growth, getting-to-know etc, whereas ‘looks’ are about creating that mind/energy feeling of connection, which is fake, unreal, mental, and emotional.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being alone when people passing by and I don’t’ look at them. Its like I am purposefully isolating myself, not seeing/realizing this is the fear of not having that emotional/energy connection to others created in that moment of looking at them.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I must look at them, at least for a moment to get that momentary connection to them, in that believing that I am not alone anymore.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being just with me. I forgive myself for fearing myself. I forgive myself for fearing that I can’t stand myself, face myself, not seeing/realizing all I have to do is just breathe and remain here as each breath-in, breathe-out. Life-substance moves in that speed, at the speed of breathing, whereas the mind is fast, and furious, creating fears and whatnot. So I direct myself to slowdown, breathe, and remain within myself, not seeking those momentary fake energy connections with strangers by simply harmlessly looking at them.
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