day 613: suicide

rbI forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in the power of suicide as a solution to all my problems.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize I have given my mind such power that it can convince me to kill myself, and that also in one moment of madness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge those who kill themselves.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize self-pity, self-sabotage, self-anger are seeds that grow the disease of suicide.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to often believe in the idea of suicide as a quick fix to all my problems and worries.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to self-sabotage myself which is a form of suicide, when self-sabotage grows like a wild tree suicide becomes the final outcome. So to stop suicide one must stop self-sabotage at its earliest stages.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize self-pity is another force that leads to suicide. ‘oh look at me how miserable I am, so I am going to fucking kill myself’. Ultimate act of self-irresponsibility.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize wanting to escape, not taking self-responsibility, indulging in self-pity, and self-sabotage are the forces that can slowly but surely lead to eventual self-suicide. I mean suicide is like saying “why bother, fuck it all”. Total giving up, total self-sabotage, total self-pity, and finally total self-irresponsibility.

So Robin Williams, though I loved your movies and your awesome humor, but I must say here not RIP, but fuck you. And certainly you isn’t going to rest in peace (at least for a while), you will have to face yourself in your life-review, which can be pretty tough.

So if you’re considering suicide, or filled with self-pity, self-sabotage, get help soon from desteni, or else, your self-pity is going to drive you to a very dark pit, then nobody can help you.

I commit myself to investigate all self-pity and self-sabotages that I participate in and stop them before it’s too late for myself. I see/realize this self-pity disease can grow till I kill myself. So I see/realize it is my self-responsibility to stop this disease of self-pity and self-sabotage within myself. Otherwise the odds are always in the favor of suicide actually happening. Obviously this casino we are living in, the odds are always against us, given that the system doesn’t support or care, the odds are always against us, no wonder even our stable heroes like Robin Williams are committing suicide. RIP when you’re through you’re life-review. 

Investigate solutions:

Desteni.org – Participate in Forums or Search Desteni Material.
Living Income Guaranteed – An Economic Solution.
DIP Lite – Free Online Course to get you started with Self Support.
DIP PRO -A Desteni Course for those Ready to Walk the Journey.
Eqafe.com – Invest in a wide range of Interviews to Self Perfection.
Equal Life Foundation – Facebook Stream for Unfolding Events.
Creations Journey To Life 7 Year Process Blogs
Heavens Journey To Life 7 Year Process Blogs
The master of war – “Be a Cure, not a Disease”.
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