day 638: Job pressure (unlike the Indian sewage divers)

World's Dirtiest JobThe other morning I was complaining about feeling tired, it seems I didn’t get a nice sleep. I mean all this is only a matter of perspective. Consider those whose working hours are insane, or unnatural like the graveyard shift. I know someone who gets up by 3:30 or 4 in the morning to report to work at a busy restaurant, I mean, then there is your usual horror stories in garment factories and other inhumane working conditions. Now I am not trying to make myself feel good by saying “hey look there are people who are far worse than your lack of sleep, so cheer up”. That’s positive bullshit. It is our responsibility to investigate solutions, so nobody should have to work ‘insane’ hours to put food on their table. Obviously odd shifts will be still around, but that will be within the consideration of their health, well-being and best-for-all, it is no more a survival thing. Investigate #LivingIncome to end this brutality in our world in the name of profit and greed. It’s not only about raising the minimum wage, it’s also about improving working conditions, health, well-being and overall care for the workers.

Suppose if you’re not feeling well one morning, or tired like myself the other day, you should be able to take some time off to rest, and attend to yourself without any added pressure. I enjoy my job very much, all is well there for me, yet, taking some time off to rest, or relax etc, is not an option I would consider even though it is allowed, because the work pressure will mount with each passing hour, so when I eventually return to work, there will be a compounding pile of things to do. So this is the nature of employment currently, the pressure is always there even within an awesome job.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel pressure at work.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think about work pressure instead of just focusing on whats on my hands, and do just one thing at a time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the compounding pressure that may mount due to me taking time off to rest or relax.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see work/job as a pressure point hence believe that I must always be ‘working’ or ‘thinking’ about work. Within this I forgive myself for not seeing/realizing I am the one who is not letting go and just relaxing, it is me who is stuck in ‘thinking’ about work hence creating the pressure for myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear pressure.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to mix pressure when more responsibility is added, within that equate responsibility to mean pressure. This is a construction of my mind, how I have learned to perceive responsibility to mean pressure. I mean what is pressure at work really mean? Or what is my learned definition of pressure?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word pressure to the word responsibility and within that I am always ‘under pressure’ when faced with responsibility.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word pressure to the word job/work, and within that I forgive myself for believing that I am automatically under pressure while at work. Its like the very word ‘work’ brings an instant mental state of pressure, like how porn brings an instant hard-on.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not understand this word ‘pressure’ and within that experience unknown emotions and feelings as responsibility mounts at work. Instead of simply breathing here, grounding myself here in the physical body, and just walking through one task at a time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to secretly desire ‘doing nothing’, ‘just relaxing’, ‘take it easy’, ‘carefree’, etc. not seeing/realizing that is a wasteful life, I mean why do I want to live a life of irresponsibility, nothing to do, no task to finish, no projects to accomplish, no goals, just surviving on bare minimum, eating sleeping shitting etc, and have achieved nothing, what kind of life is that?

Within this I see/realize my job/work is a source of accomplishment, creating, building, and also source of my income, to live and survive in this world, but unfortunately not all jobs are that rosy, for many going to work is like a visit to hell, mentally, and physically, so I stand for solutions that is best for all, like the #LivingIncome where all jobs will be sources of accomplishment, creative, service, responsibility, self-honor, and self-joy in self-expressing oneself.

Somebody has to clean the public toilets, I mean, what would it take, in a world of equality and oneness to move oneself to clean the toilets? Responsibility!!!! In that we can take the responsibility to eliminate hazardous jobs, or even replace them with robots or advanced machinery, case in point is the job of sewage divers in New Delhi, India, no human being should have to experience the dirty horror of this job to survive in this world, and lot more other jobs in that list.

So for me, job pressure is something invalid, something I have allowed and accepted to bullshit myself. I replace the word pressure with responsibility, I take responsibility to achieve the tasks, goals, projects to the best of my abilities, within my fullest participation, dedication and contribution, so that the outcome is best for all.

I also stand and take responsibility to bring awareness and solutions to hellish jobs like the man in the picture above, the sewage diver, I mean just imagine the horror of having to swim/dive in a dirt pool of human shit, this is unacceptable, and it is only allowed because of the current money system, we allow it, we accept it, and we’re cool with it, (as long as the diver is not my own bloodline). How fucked up is that? so let’s stand for a wold that is best for all, where there is no need for human sewage divers, we can get the machines do that for us, I mean wtf, India is going to Mars, but can’t have a machine to clean the clogged sewage drains?  Shame, though not a blame, as I am to part of the problem, hence I am also responsible to end this hell. Join us to end job pressure. 

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