day 664: fake authority stems from fear

jesusStress, tension, anxiety, pressure, rushing, all that is related, not being here breathing, not looking at what’s here are some of the causes behind it. And when you put bunch of them who are in similar anxious states, things can easily go out-of-order. This is where you have to be the eye of the storm and not the storm. Obviously the underlying cause it all is money, fear of not looking good in the eyes of the management and fear of being insecure about one’s source of income, that hidden fear ‘will I get fired’, ‘will this look bad on me’, ‘will they think I am an idiot hence fire me’, all effecting the bottom line equation that determines the money in my pocket. But these things are never spoken about, money is a matter of great secret, and the cause of greatest stress.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to authoritatively blame others when things are stormy, in that I was only attempting to ‘make me look good’, ‘secure my position’ at the cost of others, in that secretly securing my source of income, I mean if there were a guaranteed income for us all, would anyone need to feel insecure/threatened about their livelihood, and why would anyone put on a fake authority only to make themselves look good, so their income is secured?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize my fake authority sometimes I put on is pure evil because in that I am only acting like a boss, making myself look good at the cost of another, all to make myself feel secure about my position, protecting and securing the source of income. Where is equality, consideration, treating others as I would like to be treated?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give into the feeling of fake authority, and act out the fake authority, not seeing/realizing all the while I was operating with an underlying fear of loss, fear of being seeing as stupid, hence fear of losing it all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame and scold others, so that I can look good in the eyes of the real boss. I am secured so I deliberately cause insecurity to others by acting out this fake authority.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify myself when I blame others, not seeing/realizing everyone is under the same pressure, there is the underlying fear of losing it all, fear of being poor exists in us all. Because there is no ‘guarantee of income’, so should something goes wrong, you could easily hit the streets looking for soup kitchens and shelter for the homeless. Things can easily crumble, and that fear is causing deliberate inequality, fake authority, abuse, etc etc.

When and as I see me acting out this fake authority, I stop I breathe, I bring myself back to myself, to my body, and give a moment of pause, in considering that in acting out this fake authority I am only looking to crumble another, so I can look good. Here I direct myself to pause, breathe, and speak/support the stormy situations, as how I would like to be supported. I mean its shameful to act out fake authority, in real authority nobody would feel insecure, as they would feel supported/cared for etc.

While real the cause of it all is the current money system, but the solution can start with me, by me stopping this fake authority sometimes I put on.

Investigate solutions:

Desteni.org – Participate in Forums or Search Desteni Material.
Living Income Guaranteed – An Economic Solution.
DIP Lite – Free Online Course to get you started with Self Support.
DIP PRO -A Desteni Course for those Ready to Walk the Journey.
Eqafe.com – Invest in a wide range of Interviews to Self Perfection.
Equal Life Foundation – Facebook Stream for Unfolding Events.
Creations Journey To Life 7 Year Process Blogs
Heavens Journey To Life 7 Year Process Blogs
The master of war – “Be a Cure, not a Disease”.
You’re me in another Life – by Bernard Poolman
#livingincomeguaranteed

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